Well, I'm still afraid of what I wrote before, but I trust Kayla, er, well, her judgment. She knows I want her back more than nething in my life, so all I have to do is sit back and wait and see what happenes, and of course be here and be her friend no matter what. You see, that's the beautiful thing about unconditional love, you always have ( Read more... )

Ok I am pissed off, Melissa got raped...AGAIN. WHOEVER IS RAPING HER IF I FIND YOU I WILL CASTRATE YOU AND THEN SKIN YOU ALIVE AND KILL YOU THE SLOWEST WAY POSSIBLE!
-Aaron

I'm gonna end up pushing Kayla away...Meggan's right...I'm sry Kayla, plz don't let me push u away I really do care about u and love u
-Aaron

Just trying something out here...

Ok, you want to know what I'm really scared of? I'm scared that Kayla will get deflowered by her ex or something and then when I get her back she'll be tainted....I know it seems silly but it's what i'm afraid of...I'm sorry...Greencih said I should write it down somewhere...
-Aaron

Here's the thing: I am getting help but I'm still scared that Kayla will hook back up with one of her ex's and I'll completley lose her. :( I don't want that to happen, but I don't want to tell her how I feel becuase then she'll prbly think I'm too forward or too pushy or too something. Ugh what to do, what to do? I can't call Greenich, it's too ( Read more... )

I want to die so bad but I don't want to leave my Kayla...ugh I just want to feel happy and be with my baby....I love u Kayla
-Aaron

I am a horrible boyfriend I don't deserve Kayla, in fact I don't even deserve to be alive. Kayla deserves someone much much better than me, someone who'll trust her and who'll belive her, not someone like me who won't belive her and who'll doubt her...I'm sry if I don't it's not my fault I have trust issues. I've been lied to and hurt and ugh I ( Read more... )

Ok, well, things with Kayla aren't ruined, in fact, things with kayla are very good! Today was odd but it turned out really really good - I asked Kayla to marry me and she said yes!!! ::dances:: OMFG I can't belive this! I love her so much and I don't know what I'd do without her.
-Aaron

Ok, so I just fucked up the most important thing in my life, and the best thing that's ever happened to me, and the girl that I love more than anything in the world. I'm gonna go slash my wrists now so nobody cry for me,I'm not worth it, maybe I'll have one of my ppl online to tell u how I did it. I love you Kayla and I always will ( Read more... )