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i am just thinking.. what if i ran away. at this point i think it would be expected by my family. They would understand. I just need distance. please.... move on. please.
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i think what is getting me down the most is that I've kinda failed. Im working an 8$ an hour job.. with a bunch of mostly uneducated people. working all day on my feet and doing remedial tasks while being talked to in a different language all day. i never really have someone who is fluent near me. it just bothers me. i thought i would have been ( Read more... ) -
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seriously... don't call me an alcoholic. i hate that. my ex used to say that all the time. i am not. i am a happy drunk. fuck drinking every day. i drink occasionly to get drunk. i don't need to get drunk to deal with life... that's what pots for!!
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dozen roses. but Im hearing snoring before Im satisfied. is it like before? is it just a fluke? i don't know. but the passive aggressive in me is winning... so why push it yet.
i still should not feel this way ever.. ever.
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I kinda like this...
So. After 10+ years.. I'm single. Yeah.. it hasn't been that great... but.. I think its for the better. We broke up on the 11th of September.. Yeah.. great fucking day for someone who remembers everything having to do with dates. But its better that way. Its nice and Mathematical. I can deal with that. Plus it's way better for my uber-sex drive. ( Read more... ) -
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Someone told me I have too much time on my hands so.. I need to blog. I have the blog site.. so why the fuck not. To left off on what Ive been doing for a year ( Read more... )
