Ok, so my 4th totally sucked giant, hairy-ass, mokey balls. I fucking hate how everyone just fucking ditches me. Yeah, I guess I'm just not cool enough to be with. Fuck these people, FUCK YOU ALL!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when everything is ( Read more... )

I fucking hate this town. Nobody fucking cares. Fuck NBPT and everybody in it!

-Over and fucking out!

I went to the Mindless Few show last night, it was pretty cool. R.I.P. The Mindless Few broke up, I found out today. I had to leave early cuz I found a bunch of my friends and I guess Arselon and Dana got into a fight so we all went to Will's place and chilled and, yeah, that was pretty cool ( Read more... )

It's amazing how a single good comment can brighten up your day. Yesterday felt like total shit. I was sad, angry, and kinda psychotic, and I really just wanted to be through with it all. Then, a single good comment: "dude, you're the kindest child I've ever met," it really turned things around. I guess that somehow it just gave me hope that I'm ( Read more... )

I really don't have the motivation to wake up again. I'm so alone in this goddamn town. Amesbury was the shit. This place is just... This place just makes me horrible. No one here cares. I am so alone. As nice as I try to be to people, they just don't accept me. They either want a smoke, or they want to push me around and beat me up. Other ( Read more... )

Life's a bitch,
and then you die.
God, I wish,
I could just get high.

I have no future,
I have no hope.
I think I might,
just kill the Pope.

I have not slept,
in over a day.
And I have run out,
of words to say.

Where ever I look,
people hate me.
I'm just a bitch,
as they see.

But they can not,
drag me down.
'cuz they can't fuck,
with a Wicked

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ok so i'm 17 now and shit. Yeah, I actually lived to be 17. Who'd 'a thunk it? I didn't do much today. I went down to Inn St. and got 'happy birthdays' from people. One of my friends bought me lunch today (well, all I got was a slush, so it was cheap, but it was still cool of her). I got into a mock fight with Boston, and he bit his tongue. ( Read more... )

I'm gonna be 17 tomorrow....another year of the same old shit. It makes me wonder why I even put up with it.

-Over and fucking out!

You have no fucking life! So take this ( Read more... )