Life is good. It's currently doing a 360 for me ( Read more... )

Reading some random and regular entries here and there, I realized that I have next to no life, nor motivation to have one. I absolutely love how I never talk about the events of my days, but rather what thoughts and feelings they spur. I'm never specific, either. I've been accused of speaking in riddles more than once. But I love that. You'll ( Read more... )

Haha... This is funny. I'll just look back and laugh ( Read more... )

I need to learn to keep myself company ( Read more... )

I wrote this a while ago... just filler words I guess. I had a really bad trip last night. Now I just keep thinking... what have I become? I really shouldn't go on ( Read more... )

I always get sick on my birthday.

I'm not talking about my late near-two-year relationship. That was inevitable... I'm surprised he even agreed. He should have said something before; it made it that much harder for me ( Read more... )

now the decades pass unanswered and she prays with silent lips
sometimes she talks to angels when she has her little fits
but you must believe in something - sometime that something's real
sometimes our motivations are tied up in what we feel

Life is just one big fucking rollercoaster for me.

*improve my diet (ie. giving up sugar... not a matter of weight but my health)

*excercise routine... (i used to run at LEAST twice a week, this improves a lot about yourself including confidence, charisma, even sense of time, which i KNOW i need to improve, heh.)

*involve myself in different activities more avidly

*Research knowledge... not ( Read more... )