The very last thing before I go.

[vdarkimmortalv]

I can't say that I am over-joyed at the thought of posting. Having lunch somewhere, sometime with carrie, BYM is playing Saturday. At the moment I am depressed and want nothing more than to just stop existing, this is all I do. I don't seem to make a difference in lives around me, for they are all living theirs. My priorities are all screwed up, I

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[gruesometruth]

I hate depression. I'm depressed now. I just smoked my last cigeratte.. ERRRR... That's about how some of my other posts go. Just everything sucks. Sometimes I wonder if it's worth it to carry on?? Hmm =\ I feel thoughts running through my head.. headache.. alright I'm done.

[alonestarpisser]

okay- so i guess that i need to be stern for a moment- you make a great deal of difference in the lives of those around you. seriously. i know that we don't get to hang out a lot- which is something that i've been trying to correct as of late- but you make a big difference in my life- a lot of things that i can't ask others to try and understand, you do without hesitation. and it is the shittest thing in the world that we (those of us around you) don't make more of an effort to show that you matter- that's our shortcoming- not yours. *sighs* i will see you for lunch today.