Bean died Monday . I keep thinking I hear her, I can't sleep. I burst into tears whenever I open my front door because she's not there. She was so so sick and this is so so hard.
Started my new job in Philly today. I'm in love with it. I like my new place and my job and how I feel like I'm actually starting over. Good things! I miss having someone to share things with though. This morning I drove by the stadiums in Philly in the way to work and it looked so much like seattle that I gasped.
beanie is sick. we cooked her a chicken tonight and she wouldn't eat any of it. i had to cut that poor chicken apart and put it in a tupperware. that was the most disturbing thing in my entire life.