i will never drink red wine again, scouts honor.

so, now that the holidays are over and my paycheck is back to it's relatively sizable weight, i think i can stop worrying about my finances ever so slightly, pay my credit card bills and student loans, and get my camera fixed. there is a god! i'm also thinking i'm gonna save up some money and get my essay/zine printed rather than go the route of ( Read more... )

"There never have been lesbians or gay men in Hollywood films. Only homosexuals." -vito russo, the celluloid closet

"Heroes are born, but heroes die." -brian eno.

i don't have the flu, i don't have a fever, i don't have cold sweats. i just have a super scratchy throat that won't stop feeling like theres something lodged in it, and a cough that won't go away... the kind that sounds like your about to hack up you lungs, the kind that drives people to inch as far away from you as possible on the train during ( Read more... )

so two homos who have decent, well paying jobs can get married and share health care, never worrying about doctors or hospital bills; never worrying over dentists and cavities ( Read more... )

pj: larry kramer is at the airport an inch from me.
me: haha spit in his face for me.

judging by my past, if i had were in pjs place and had been drinking, i would have taken care of that myself.

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last week i spent too much money on food and books, now i am broke. i don't know how i'm going to pay my rent tommorrow, or how i'm going to pay to get my laundry back from the laundromat (obvious solution: do your laundry yourself), or buy food for next 2 weeks. i have $2 on a metrocard that has to get me through the week until work finally ( Read more... )

overdrawn bank accounts are like nails on a chalkboard. sometimes i wish i could collect, without worry of debt, until i could collect no more. theres knowledge somewhere in things, even though my consciense (and bank account) say otherwise.

i just finished my application to UCLA. i now have to finish fixing my images to be put on a cd, get all 3 of my references, write my statement of purpose as well as perfect my artist statement, and have my transcipts sent out. all by january 16th. stressfull.

just keep thinking of barbara kruger.