Well Im still alive, man has my life changed in a week!!!! the toughest thing about it though is recovering from a c-section. I had a rough experience when they tried to induce me , they gave me too much medicine and i went into a permanent contraction for about 6 hours. lets just say I felt like someone was sawing me in half then! I could go into ( Read more... )

ok, now I am starting to majorly panic!!!!!! I have one more day until I go to the hospital to get induced, and I have a billion things going on in my head. This is like my last day of freedom. I am so nervous I cant even type how I feel right now. I will try later if I dont before the weekend definately I will try after.

Well I went to the doctors again today, and guess what Caleb is STILL really high up and nothing is happening. I dont know why I have been walking an hour everyday to try and speed things up . Then they scheduled my next weekly visit on Monday 3 days after this one, what the hell is going to happen in 3 days???? I have to go though b/c they are so ( Read more... )

Well the people who know me and what I drive they know the deep relationship between me and my car. The good ole red lebaron with 120 thousand miles on it, and more things wrong on it then right. Ok Im lying lol I can't wait to get rid of it but I have to say it gets me to where I gotta go for now. I am not going to trust my child's life in that ( Read more... )

Ok, I have 19 days left til Im due....... I seriously can't breathe anymore it is so uncomfortable! But on the other hand Im freaking out b/c I dont have that much time left. this holiday season is going to be so incredibly crazy. and this week is going to go so slow. I dont have anything going on until Friday or Sat. My grandparents are coming in ( Read more... )

Well I had my ultrasound on Tuesday and he is head down, I was kind of hoping for a csection lol so I could plan this alittle better and it would be much quicker but Im one of the lucky ones who gets to do it the old fashioned way. The pictures I got from the ultrasound werent really good ones because his hand is coving his face. But you can make ( Read more... )

Ok So it is 2:30 in the morning and I have had really uncomfortable cramps and back pain since about 7:30 last night. I went to sleep but now I am awake and uncomfortable again , and I don't know what is going on. I don't think it is bad enough to call the doctor or go to the hospital. but I can't sleep or get comfortable. I have my ultrasound ( Read more... )

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