i have the weirdest sleeping patterns i went to sleep at like 11 and i woke up now at 2. hah what the heck. uhm im bored now and my shoulder hurts. someone rub it now. hahhah my tummy hurts blah blah. um my life is boring hmmm i went shopping today anddddddddddddd i got super things. i feel like crap though im really confused.  oh well we will see ( Read more... )

hm i want to go back to the beach.  love it there. I tried repiercing my nose...didnt work. uh...what else um i went for sushi with nicole the other day. for the first time. it was good. uhhh talked to my old old old bestest friend definatly miss her i havent hung out wiht her in like 2 years so it will be good when we finally are free and get a ( Read more... )

hahaha my ex tried talking to me.
I think not.
fuck
I love brett :)

happy summer no more work.
i finally graduated from.....homeschool
haahahah

ouch i have a sore throat. lame.

im so tiredddddddddddddd

i want to go down to the south not sure where...but life down there is so slow...so different from nj and ny of constant movement
and i want a house like these...plantation mansions and stuff...........<3


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someone needs to drag  me out of my house.  
cause i sure as heck wont go out myself.

i went for a walk in the rain last night with brett.  it was so nice.  i havent done that in such a long time.  it really is relaxing.

So I applied to a lot of stores at Short Hills Mall and Funk and Standard...but who knows if I will actually get them.  I don't know.  Things have been really weird for me lately.  I love my life no doubt.  But just stupid things get me so over worked.  I think way too deep into things.  I care about stupid things way too much.  I feel like I have ( Read more... )