i dont understand people sometimes. Like how they wont forgive.  So weird.  Give it up ya know...we have only one life to live.  Forgive and forget.  I dont know.  Ive been thinking about how people are really selfish.  Even the people closest to me. So selfish. No doubt that we all are selfish but some more then others.  I dont know. 

im bored again three mintues afyter i just wrote that oiher one. 
im waiting for laundry to finish. still cant drive my new car yet
WTF ive had it for like a month now. stoopidddddzzzzzzzz.

So im happy again.
hahaha i know who i am
and i know what i like
and i know what i need
i know what i dont need
This hot weather is amazing im a little sleepy from it though
16 more school days until im done with childcare
about 10 more days until prom
My boyfriend is amazing
I have cramps 
uhmmm okaybye

when can i move out?
im not a fan of living with
my parents anymore
uhm im bored and 
cant decide whether to 
go to Phillipsburgh or to wait and 
see what Mr. Brett is doing. blah....ksdlfsjdf

so i feel inediquite. i think thats how you spell it.  i have a problem with me feeling like ill never be good enough. plain and simple.

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alrright...............had a horribke  horrible night last night....today probably wont be much better. 
blaaah i need summer or at least a day at the beach...something.  
things havent been this bad for a while. yea. finally my room is clean though.  thats good. 

alright well lastnight i was tlaking to this girl...who actually got me really mad and ive known her my whole life but she was talking to me about how she is on a diet and will lose 10 pounds in three days. It really makes me sick that she comes to me and tells me this shit after all things ive been though and that she knows about. I tried to tell ( Read more... )

alright. uhm 
sooo lord and taylor should eat shit.
haha

hahah forget the fact that im wearing a prom ddress i made to bretts prom.......
TOTALLY  didnt fit me the way i thought it would
hahaha I suck i will never be good at making clothes from patterns DANG

Soooooooooo my entries are pointless now
because i have nothing exciting or worth writing about
haha