fuck ok, just like 10 minutes ago fucking bleach fell ALL OVER MY PANTS. yeh and the shitty part is, is that they are basically the only pants i have! like fuck. grr. im so ticked off now it aint funny. and the stupid thing is, is that my family doesnt really have the money to put into getting me new pants! fuck ( Read more... )

ok, im getting fed up. by a show of hands who actually talks to me anymore? huh? *cricket sounds* yeh thats what i thought. well take your lives, take everything back, who needs you!? fuck you everyone. fuck. you.

i cannot find anywhere to turn ( Read more... )

ya know what, some day im going to walk out my front door and never come back. and when that day comes, ill be happy.

well the title tells mainly all. im not going to eat at all now im my house. i forbid to. i dont care how hungry i get, im not eating. my mom fucking starts bitching at me this morning on actually eating and im not going to take it. if she doesnt want me to fine, i wont. its gunna be my own little "30 hour famine" or however that thing is spelt. ( Read more... )

ok, i cant fucking take this anymore! im getting so ticked off over this it isnt funny. FIRST! im doing my co-op work right now and i notice "oh, all of my skills are about the same lame fucking three things!" so now i have to try and change a few things around. well now im in another hole and now i am furiously trying to figure out something to ( Read more... )

hey everyone...scratch that...hey diary ( Read more... )

ello governor. how art thou? lol well my weekend =
1) hanging out with Adam tomorrow, should be fun. he says that he isnt going to let me not have fun so we'll see what he can come up with.
and 2) study. exams are going on right now.