sometimes life throws you curveballs your way that no one can ever expect...sometimes people walk into your life and you just don't know what to do. I wake up the morning after all this shit...all this drama...to still think about this person....to still think what if? i wonder....all these thoughts all this time all this shit...things are ( Read more... )

haven't updated in a while so here goes....hopefully everyone on here knows this by now but i am back in portland....enough said....living the life again, i start work tomorrow, so excited...lots of drama....myself being a small part of it...who knows whats really going on anymore...i have decided that drag for me is only for special occasions.... ( Read more... )

"how can i just let you walk away? just let you leave without a trace? when i stand here takin every breath with you, your the only one who really knew me at all. how can you just walk away from me when all i can do is watch you leave cause we share the laughter and the pain, we even share the tears. your the only who really knew me at all. and ( Read more... )

its 1:04 in the am on thursday the 14th of July, and i am in hell...literally...if i believed in hell and thought that i could see or feel what its like....Reno, NV is it. it was 104 degrees on the balcony of our apartment today, with no humidity at all. it fucking sucks ( Read more... )

so who would have ever thought that i would like reno this much. i love it here. up until saturday evening i hated it. but then i put myself in face, went and performed at an imperial soveriegn court of the silver dollar show and had so much fun, met everyone thats here in reno, which was fabulous. i came home and shanged into a different outfit ( Read more... )

so life is going well...i am in reno, nv...i love it so far...other than the whole being broke bullshite..that kinda sucks but yeah.. THE FIRST THING THAT I ENCOUNTERED WHEN I GOT HERE WAS DURING MY VERY FIRST TIME OUTSIDE OF THE CAR AND THE AIRPORT...THE LADY WORKING AT 7-11 WAS A TRANNY! THAT WAS AMAZING, I LAUGHED MY ASS OFF! i worked my pussy ( Read more... )

i am all sorts of inspired lately. Life is slowly starting to pick itself up off the ground. things are beginning to become better. I have an interview on tuesday, which makes me happy. i am going to look at another apartment in about an hour. this one seems good; its a one bedroom on sw 13th, only like $600 a month, which is good. Have to ( Read more... )

this post is a special shout out to someone who knows me all too well...someone whom i will always love, and will never fall out of love with... she is the person of my dreams and although the time is not right at the moment...i can't say it won't be tomorrow. i love you babe, and hold you head high...i don't want to see something like what is ( Read more... )

so i wrote this a few days ago for someone very close to me...you mean the world to me, and you have a copy of this already, but i wanted to share it with everyone, because it doesn't just go for you now that i think about it. it goes for everyone of my family. Here it is ( Read more... )

so yeah.....life is fucked up, and none of you on here probably could give a rats ass but it is...i have realized who i want to surround myself by and who i am deep down...vegas is not me, hell, curtis isn't even me...but anyway...trying to find a cheap apartment to get into, downtown, isn't an easy task especially when you have until july 3rd to ( Read more... )