For the two people that really had a grasp of how I really am fucked me. I guess that says a lot about me. The one person that knows all the bad things that have happened to me in my life and how many people I've trusted with all sincerity that have disappointed me and broken my heart has the gall to actually do the same thing to me that they all ( Read more... )

Take Tim and Silvia off that list and add Zee maybe, and we'll be fine.

Yeah uh I was unfortunately reminded of this thing. Then I had to write in it again, because duh, the fans. jk I'm either really bored or intrigued to let out a big skeet of David mindset I haven't decided. Oh yeah, apparently I have dumb gangbangers friends too :) That ones for you Timmy! :p And the rest are ignorant ( Read more... )

It seems everyday just gradually gets worse. Today was the first time in a long time I've had to think "I just don't even want to live anymore... it's not worth what I pay for." Like a bad restaraunt I guess, not worth what I pay for. I'm eating two pieces of romaine for $20 it seems like. Random exaggeration but hey, it works. It's not the ( Read more... )

Shit where do I start... I think I know where to. Nah, not really. So we were like an hour late to my sister's then my dad starting PMSing like usual and trying to pick a fight with me. I was more than willing to attend then when I asked him to fight me he backed out with cop outs such as "taking bets" from people who would win. Pussy. Anyway ( Read more... )

Well it's late and I'm bored and life is too busy and good to have time for anything. Woo redundancy, sexy. Too busy and not having time, what a coinkidink. It's like 1:30 so that explains why I'm on here. I just revised one of my favorite poems and added most likely the best written verse ever in my life to it. It is so self describing to me, ( Read more... )

Lol... well it's been a crazy (however many days since I've updated) Since it was just a lonely night when I wrote my last entry I guess I found comfort in friendship and companionship lately. Life's been good lately and yesterday was possibly one of the best days of my life. Since I don't know when I last updated I don't know where to start. ( Read more... )

Yeah so Brittany just text me how she hates talking to me in serious conversations because I'm always right and that I give the best advice of anyone she's ever met because I'm so brutally honest and don't leave people hanging like "you need to change." And how might I go about doing that? Exactry ( Read more... )

Lol... today I've been so ballsy and chilled and relaxed and funny and and and and everyone like was loving me, but I didn't care, I was so in my own little world. But I saw this in Lauren's lj and thought it might have some knowledge or thought put into it... but it's really simple and like blatently obvious and you can control your results. But ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder where some people get off. I wonder where they get lost, and I wonder where they lose themselves. They lose all dignity and any principle they've tried to maintain through life. Then they become addicted to something through being lost. Certain people are so lost they just don't know how to be happy without some material, ( Read more... )