Yeah I guess I wrote before I asked and was wrong about some of the stuff in that entry... but half of it was true, like about me and tim and josh ( Read more... )

I think that everyones life who I care for just came tumbling down, definetely not excluding myself. Let's not break topic on the lj boards and start off with Tim ( Read more... )

Yep I no longer trust him anymore. Not for invading my privacy in EVERY single way, fuck that, I don't care, I have nothing to hide. I just think he is the scum of the earth ( Read more... )

June 11th: Whatever I updated at like 8am... then I went to sleep and woke up and was like "damn" that I didn't go to Thomas's the night before, so for making up for it.... I WENT THAT DAY! Soooooo we had an all day party pretty much, like... Justin, Lewis, Blanca, Thomas, (his homo brother who is just there to give people beers), Tim, me, etc... ( Read more... )

June 9th: Really deep conversation with this kid about life in general and love and all that shiat. Got a lot accomplished. Wrote an essay on Pride, a poem on pride, and 2 little love poems. Went out with Steven Tim and Blanca. Drove around like idiots for like 40 min 'cause we just felt like fucking with Steven. He lost his voice from ( Read more... )

Shit, I've been tied up in life. Life sucks, it's stressful and it has emotions and it makes you want to punch a fucking hole in the wall. I really did punch a hole in the wall by the way. :\ Not 'cause of any of you cool people out there, my grade A fucking parents. But eh. Lauren didn't get a July 5th either. Stupid cops are dumbasses. ( Read more... )

I wish I could hang out with Zee alone. I think her bf invited himself, but I'm not really sure, or she just wanted free movie tickets. Zee would be the best to hang out with (besides my bestest of friends who I do other stuff with) if it was only her. :\

So I'm mad about something. Zee has a boyfriend, and he isn't funny, and he isn't romantic, and he isn't cute, and he's corny, and he isn't rich. I don't see what the hell she see's in him unless she plans on marrying him after the next 11 years after his fucking Ph.D ( Read more... )

Welp. I've been writing for the past 4 days nonstop on pure psychological behaviors disorders displacements and aspects of human interaction and the reasons behind it. And I've written a good amount, about 200 pages if it was to be put into a book. It's fucked up though, because I actually THOUGHT about it. Like... really.. fucking... deep. It ( Read more... )

Just wanted to say that I have nothing to say. Too many mixed thoughts and disappointments. But hey, look on the positive side, Sound Garden - Outshined is on and it rocks my socks.