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Love is watching someone die.
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Purgatory
Three letters I didn't want to hear: DNR.
Here's the truth: it's the limbo I hate. There's a fine line between living and dying, and she's been straddling that line for the last 3 and a half years now. I know what's coming next, but not when. The anxiety of anticipating the end is a constant state for me. Every time the cycle repeats the up is ( Read more... ) -
Fists clenched in indecision
Where is the line between fearlessly being yourself and knowing that, deep down, if you don't work hard to please others you'll live the rest of your life lonely, because what's there isn't good enough? I always felt that there was some tiny chance that one day someone would love me exactly the way I am, but as I get older it seems less and less ( Read more... ) -
Stuff I like!
For no real reason, here is a list of stuff I like:
-Groupon: every day there's a new deal posted (ex. 50% off a meal at X restaurant) that comes into effect as long as a minimum number of people purchase it. The coupons are valid for a year. I haven't bought anything yet but each morning the daily deal is emailed to me and I always check them out ( Read more... ) -
Venti-sized venting
Rant #1 ( Read more... ) -
Everything is gonna be, everything is alright
"i'm gonna get you a t-shirt that says "choose maia" backwards so you can look at it in the mirror ( Read more... ) -
4 years on, and yet, pathetically...
I'm having a bad night tonight and there's no one to talk to about it. The problem with being healthy and having met friends when i was sick is that now everyone who's better has moved on with their lives (and from me), and anyone who's sick is too sick to deserve being burdened with my whining. All the people who are now healthy have significant ( Read more... ) -
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"geez woman, update your blog ( Read more... ) -
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Her?
29kg (63#)
BMI: 11.3
Expected to become?
35kg (77#)
BMI: 13.6
Me?
56kg (125#)
BMI: 23.2
Weighing 62 lbs more than my friend who thinks she can't afford to gain weight--talk about a way to feel good about yourself. I got off the phone with her and made some french fries.
