I am undoubtedly antsy. Anxious as hell. It's completely inevitable that tonight i'll spend hours tossing and turning about in bed worrying about things i needn't worry about. lame. There's so much to do, and actually like nothing at all. I just need to FOCUS and just get to it. The Shins make me not concentrate. No, no, The Shins make me want to ( Read more... )

how do paid accounts post by phone ( Read more... )

im almost done with the only painting i've been working on lately, of a human organ, it could be a lung, or a heart, im still not sure, but today, my dad asked if it was a hot air balloon. when i told him no he laughed. and then said again, "it's not a hot air balloon ( Read more... )

so to stop myself from stealing more music, i downloaded soulseeker. ha. ha ha.

i think i need a nap. because when i sleep i'm not as obnoxious.

if i can't sleep, then i'll write. or i'll finish a book.

yeah, i obviously have nothing i want to say.
adieu.

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to follow suit, here's my review of the show tonight. (the show meaning, The Felix Culpa release show! with Engine Down and These Arms Are snakes ( Read more... )

i need to sleep, but i want to paint ( Read more... )

tonight i saw these two goth girls sitting at a table next to the philosophy section at the nobler. oh, mall* goths. Decked out in their slipknot gear and chains. so hXc man. I walked by and they were just like all the other teenage girls. There's really no obvious difference. Maybe it was wrong of me to assume that they were supposed to be talking ( Read more... )

im going to stop stealing music.

ha. not really.

I had the hardest time falling asleep last night. The last time i remembered glancing at my clock before i finallly got some rest must have shown me in painfully red numbers that it was 6:24. My dad tried to wake me up at 9, and then again and again until 11:25 when he finally made me wake up. So i'm guessing that my bitter state is either due to ( Read more... )