One reason I don't write stories well- it takes me a year and a day to even come up with a single character concept.  Well, ok maybe not a year but close to that anyway.  Our next roleplaying game is a fun game called Vampire: Dark Ages which is .. about vampires... in the dark ages.  There are problems to everyone playing a supernatural creature ( Read more... )

See october's entry for a repeat post ( Read more... )

I've never really thought of myself as especially religious. I have always believed the world is better with happiness and love and therefore people should do everything in their power to make more of that. I believe things that are bad are things that detract from love and happiness of others. I am also a confirmed catholic who hates going to ( Read more... )

I’m depressed ( Read more... )

So we went to visit Lizard's old friends yesterday evening. For some reason I kept wanting to call them Chip and Dale, even though I know that wasn't their names. For sake of things we'll just leave it at that. They were polite enough, well guarded and almost suspicious of us. Chip seemed especially distracted like he really wanted to leave. ( Read more... )

So I met up with Ron today. He took me to this hole-in-the-wall mexican place. This of course means they have excellent food and very personable staff. I found out very fast why he wanted to come here- he speaks fluent (with accent) spanish! The waiter was suprised judging by his expression but we sure did get a lot of special attention. When ( Read more... )

When I made an account on OKCupid I meant mainly to keep track of all the quizzes I took there. A small part of me said 'gee wouldn't it be nice if there were some guy there you could date' but I never really took it to any level. About a month ago i get this email from a guy whose moved into the area, somewhat south of here I think. He meets up ( Read more... )

How does someone who enthusiastically talks to people about the history and design of menstral relief devices also manage in the same breath to say talking about tampons or pads is disgusting. Even more that someone on a commercial for them with a red spot on their dress makes them slutty. WHA???? Miss 'I took one out and experimented with my ( Read more... )

Wow I was angsty yesterday. Meph. All in all my life isn't so bad. I have a supportive and loving family, a tight-knit support group, and people I can hang out with who like me for who I am rather than who I pretend to be. I don't worry about my next meal or next bill payment, I have a job that I love more often than I hate. In a lot of ways I ( Read more... )

I feel cold and I don't know why. Cold in a lonely kinda way. There's really no big reason to this besides hormones- the kind of bizarre mood swings I get, though appropriately repress in company, when I'm on or near my period. This is day three and I've hardly bled at all. I prefer this kind; the kind that get almost all the pain and bleeding ( Read more... )