wow i forgot i even had this thing, if it wasn't for a friend i probably wouldn't have touched this in who knows how long.

life has been crazy busy lately. if i'm not busy with work or club, i'm busy going out and doing things. i don't seem to have a lot of free down time to myself.

that being said something is missing

this always happens to me things will be going great and then one bad things happens...which would be fine if that was all but no no no once that first thing happens at least six other things have to happen ( Read more... )

i am having my third annual get together at my house June 10th....party starts at 3 this year and goes till you decide to leave ( Read more... )

im feeling a little sad....i saw someones sn on when i got back and got excited but the thing had froze and he wasn't really on...basically i dont really know this guy but i would like to get to know him better....problem is i haven't seen him in a week and i dont know if he feels the same way...i haven't had a crush like this on someone since erik ( Read more... )

i have a crush

the friday before new years went out with x, josh and kris to ricardos bar....i am not used to drinking at the weight im at now and i definately time traveled a bit...so much so that i had to be told that i have the OWNER a lap dance....i hardly drink anymore and when i do its usually just enough to be buzzed...but that night i just didn't realize ( Read more... )

amys clone was on wife swap tonight....not only does she look like amy but her name is amy

its weird

unfortunately i cant find a pic of her

long time no update (emotionally that is)

long story short i should just rip my heart out and get it over with...bc this slow painful process is just not working for me...whats also not working is that im not as far along as i thought and i just keep doing things to hurt myself more

what helps more is that state troopers are idiots

so my youngest brother has decided sometime in the past year that he was going to becoming not only a sexist but a racist as well....i'm dying because of this....this stupid bullshit that spews forth from his mouth makes me was to vomit and strangle him at the same time ( Read more... )

had an xmas party friday night at kats house...it was a lot of fun...there was so "stuff" that happened thats not worth mentioning but it was rather amusing...i got the bestest gift in the world....an answer me jesus which is a pink soap looking statue of jesus that is really a magic 8 ball...we had some fun with that ( Read more... )