Just want to say thanks to James for helping me with my journal...ok, for doing it all by himself lol. Anyway, lets sit back an enjoy some some lyrics while we enjoy the beautiful pic of Gerard Butler ( Read more... )

...is money ( Read more... )

My heart is beating so fast thinking about him, thinking about how much I love him, how much I would do for him to be happy. It's beating so fast it feels like it's going to pound through my chest. I love the way he makes me feel when I'm in his arms. I adore the way he stares into my eyes and looks into my soul. I love to feel his breath on my ( Read more... )

Okay, so I have to admit, I'm a little nervous about going to work the next week and a half. DoriAnn is going to be out of town as I've told you all, and while I know my job and everyone elses job better than anyone else I'm still nervous about it. I've taken over things before and it was no big deal, I've ran the show in Portsmouth and I did ( Read more... )

Well, I have recently recieved some news that nearly broke my heart into a million pieces. My love, the one and only man I want to ever be with, my sunshine, my reason for waking up in the morning, my baby Jeff is going to be working in Richmond for a while. This could either be the best thing for our relationsip or the worst thing. It could be ( Read more... )

Well, Valentine's Day could have gone 500 times better. Me and Jeff talked for maybe 20 minutes the entire day. Out of those 20 minutes, maybe 5 were of us not arguing about our relationship in one way or another. I guess we're just both on different pages of where we think our relationship should be and where it actually can be without causing ( Read more... )

Lately I'm not sure what to think. Jeff and I do not get along all that much on the phone and things are just really weird when we talk, but at the same time when we are together, in person everything is perfect. We laugh, we smile, we joke around, we're effectionate, it's like we're the perfect couple. I don't know what's going on. I met up ( Read more... )

Well, the started out well. I came home from work early in the am and went straight to bed and slept until about 1. At 1 I got up, got dressed, went to get my paycheck, came home and took care of a few things, then I went back to work at 5 tonight. Tonight I got to work on the Portsmouth side of the water with Vernon, Bobby, and you guessed it, ( Read more... )

Well, I have been beyond sick now for about 2 days. It sucks, I can't breath, my head is pounding, my throat hurts, my ears hurt, and when I talk I sound like a retarded horse on crack. On top of feeling like ass, I had to work today. I don't like getting out of my bed when I'm sick, much less going to work, but nonetheless I crawled my ass out ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't been updating all that much lately because I've been fairly busy. I don't know that it's that I'm busy from work or what but I feel like I never have anytime for anything or anyone. I barely have to for myself most of the day lol. I guess it's just because there is so much going on in my life right now--especially at work. First ( Read more... )