So K is back in my life. He broke up with his girlfriend and is no longer a junkie (supposedly. I say once a junkie always a junkie but whatever. If a person WANTS to change I'll support that ( Read more... )

I'm not sure if it's that the guy I'm dating is complicated and wasting my time, or if it's that it's all so simple I'm just over analyzing every thing ( Read more... )

Maybe growing up means accepting that it doesn't look how you thought it would ( Read more... )

Sometimes not seeing Louis is more than I can take.

I miss him SO much.

Now I need to go out in public with red, puffy eyes.

Things are good. It's new and it's lovely. It might be real. It feels real. We'll just have to wait and see ( Read more... )

There are about 50 reasons why getting back together is NOT a good idea...

and I can't even think of one reason why it would be a good idea.

So there's my answer. What's the problem?

It's my birthday today!!!

My lovely best friend took me out last night, made me breakfast in bed AND bought me Bruins tickets! How spoiled am I?

My tarantula died so I'm very sad.

I have a new boyfriend though (2 weeks now) so I'm happy too.

His name is Keith, he's 27. He's kind and sweet and so very cute. He's a mechanic and he owns a garage in Tewksbury. He makes me laugh and we're silly together and we have so much fun.

I never have time to update anymore :)

So there was a fire in my house. Me and Joe were the only ones home. We made it out ok, but pretty much everything we own is ruined. We were staying at a hotel, but the insurance company has put a mobile home on my lawn and my family is going to be living in that for at least the next 4 months while they repair the house, possibibly longer because ( Read more... )

You know, it's kind of funny in a way. I have gone to such great lengths to protect K. I've kept something from him for years. Something that could...well...I'm not sure exactly what it would do to him. Possibly sadden him, devastate him, freak him out, definately piss him off. The fact that I never told him would make him so angry he'd never speak ( Read more... )