I just realized that some of the things I have been saying make my ex sound like this terrible person. No wonder people have been asking me about it. I want to make it clear that this is one of the most wonderful people in existence and that he never EVER hurt me....unless i wanted it. Not once did he hit me, or even emotionally hurt me until the ( Read more... )

I start my new job today and I barely slept last night and I feel like shit today. My brain's been working overtime again. Couldn't it have at least been working on something productive? Apparently not. I spent all night thinking back on a certain someone and why things went the way they did. Why do people have to cheat and lie? Why did he leave? ( Read more... )

Im so freaked out right now and I cant sleep worth shit. An ex of mine decided to do something very stupid and may have gotten caught for it. It could be as bad as grand larceny which could mean up to 10 years in some cases and/or a fine of up to $10,000. yes I know sounds like a loser, but hes really not. people have already told me that I should ( Read more... )

Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results
Sociability ||||||||||||||| 50% Aggressiveness ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Assertiveness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Activity Level ||||||||| 30% Excitement-Seeking ||||||||||||||| 42% Enthusiasm ||||||||||||||| 42% Extroversion ||||||||||||||| 48% Trust |||||| 14% Morality ||||||||||||||| ( Read more... )

Ever get that love-at-first-sight feeling? You know, when you look into the eyes of the most beatiful creature youve ever seen and the rest of the world just melts into non-existence. I felt that for the first time in 2 years today. It seems kind of silly to feel such just from recieving a simple little email. But it just seemed like the plucking ( Read more... )

stoled from a friend who took it from one of her friends ( Read more... )

I fucking fee like shit. Does anybody care? Theres not even anybody around to care. People dont even care that Im sick and cant even swallow my damn water. Strep fucking sucks, and so does this thing called friendship. Im just feeling so alone again, but whats worse this time is that I actually am. I try to stop it, but its so damn hard sometimes ( Read more... )

not for squeemish tummies..... its not thaaaaaaat bad though
( Yummy )

And boy did I. um, minus the finger snapping. I swear, concerts will be the death of me yet. I got my head smashed against a pillar by some asshole that insisted on moshing, but wasn't man enough to actually go into the pit. People in this state just don't know how to behave ( Read more... )

I worked at Walgreens up until today. It wasnt a terrrible job, I even enjoyed it some days. I worked as a photo specialist and a beauty advisor. Since the very first day I started, one of the assistant managers treated me like shit. So its been an ongoing ordeal with him for the past 5 months. I even talked to the store manager about his treatment ( Read more... )