Okay, so I'm sitting here minding my own, la lala la la , and this fucking moth flies into my ear. First reaction is to try to brush it away but I ended up pushing it more into my ear, GRRR. I had to try to dig it out with my nail... freshly painted. I now have nail polish on my ear and a moth stuck to my nail ( Read more... )

I actually feel really good right now, like I haven't in..... ever I think. I found out the other day that in the past 6 months I have lost about 25 pounds, 10-15 of those just in the past 2 months or so. Im not really sure where it all came off cause there isn't a huge difference in the places I really wanted it. I do, however, have a visible ( Read more... )

Another day of paranoia and nausea. Love really does bit doesn't it? It brings so many other thoughts/emotions into existance. Oh how I missed some of them, but the ones lately I could definitly live without. Gee I bet you'll never guess what/who this is about :P ( Read more... )

Why do I always have to go and fuck everything up? *sigh* Guess there is something else to work on now. I love Ryan more than anything in this world (or any other) but lately I've been such a bitch towards him. I think I am a little justified in my attitude, but not enough to merit hanging up on him and whatnot. I guess I didn't think that what I ( Read more... )

OMG I had the greatest 3 days in the past 2 years!!!!!!!!! Visiting my ex ex (yes, that means we are back together) was beyond words. The bus ride down there sucked ass, but it was sooooo worth it. I wasnt there for 2 hours before things were just like the good old days :) It felt so right and so natural to be there that it almost felt like I had ( Read more... )

HAPPINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have never felt so fucking torn apart in my life as I have the past couple of days. I love my Ryan more than anything and I mean anything And I made the hardest decision today to not go with him. We made plans to run away to Cali. My choice left him to wander the country completely alone. I dont think anybody here can really understand how this ( Read more... )

Oh gods help us!!!!!!!! Another 4 years of Bush. That's it, im moving to canada till next election. Okay, so Kerry may not have been any different/better, but at least it wouldnt have been Bush. Kerry could have fucking won if he wasnt such a pussy backing down. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR And just for the records, I would like to say that ( Read more... )

( FUCKING AMERICA!!!!!! )

lol, those last posts all sound so pathetic reading back on them. I cant help but laugh at myself today.