Ready to stop trying now ( Read more... )

Leaving tomorrow to go to Arisia. Will be my first convention. Will be working in the massage den.

Maybe going will help fix some of my brain problems, just completely disconnect from everything for a few days.

Will be back in Maine on Sunday night most likely.

Some days just make me wonder why I fight to stay here.

yesterday was three years. to be honest i didn't make it through without crying. i avoided things and filled my day best i could and it made me realize that no one else really knew what the day meant or the reason that i no longer give a crap about halloween ( Read more... )

Started Redoing my website again. Actually sitting down and getting something done this time ( Read more... )

I miss Aleesa. Next week is the third birthday i've had since she passed ( Read more... )

Getting beyond frustrated with things ( Read more... )

I took some advice that Diane gave last night. I really should have known better ( Read more... )

I would rather have scars then tumors ( Read more... )

Kittens turned 2 years old yesterday. I total forgot ( Read more... )