I am suppose to put in my request to move in two weeks to my boss. I am excited but also stressed. My dyslexia has been worsethan normal. I blame the added stress of the new job. But I've been making mistakes.... 7 digit part numbers that are totally arbitrary= impossible when there are hundreds of them. I want to besure when I go to Brad to get ( Read more... )

Sitting in the doctors office. I've not been in years and I figured a physical probably wouldn't be a terrible idea. Filling out all the paper work I wrote my age for the first time this year, 24.... It was really strange. Just seems older when written than when I say it.

I really wish I could bottle this whole day up so I can never forget it. I am so tankful for everything that exists in my life right now.

I am exhaused but this has been a great week. Maeby is currently purring on my back. My last one to one session was wensday and it went so well I'll almost miss them. I'm always impressed with how the days with a ton of training sessions I start off dreading and often end up really enjoying... Assuming half my sessions don't show. They announced my ( Read more... )

yesterday was totally the best day i have had in a very long time. it wasnt even one of those days i was really gearing up for or expecting awesome from it just happened ( Read more... )

i havnt felt like i had something to say here for awhile. Probably because i have not really felt like ive done anything noteworthy or that warranted documenting ( Read more... )

there are positions available in two of the portland stores right now. right now. i can taste it. but i have a lease and this time i have emilie relying on me ( Read more... )

so yesterday about an hour into my shift i started having some really bad chest pain. It felt like someone had dropped a 50 pound weight on my chest. My heart kept doing this strange thing. it felt like it was sort of missing a step and would beet really quickly to fix itself. Everytime that happened the pain got worse and i was really short of ( Read more... )

part of me wants to bottle all this up in a neat box and never look at it again. last week noah flipped out. I dont want to get into the details because it was really really bad few days but it ended in him threatening to beat the crap out of me and pushing me over a coffee table. i left and will never speak to him or see him again ( Read more... )

odd, hightower emailed me asking for my phone number because she has a job opportunity for me. im interested to see where that goes.