Yup pretty sure I'm going to kill myself. That seems to be the only solution.

I want to talk to some people, and just talk but I'm not putting up with the bullshit I'd hear from that.

OOOH a prophet(spelled profit if all goes as planned)

All of this is just bullshit.

to feel empty is an almost inescapable feeling. You feel emotionally cold, pleasures are not so pleasureful and sorrows are much more heart breaking. My pleasures, for the most part, are drugs, which used to bring me plentiful amounts of happiness, now only fill gaps and holes I have in my soul. By no means do they make me enjoy life anymore. My ( Read more... )

I have a few words of advice and some comments to make your life alot easier ( Read more... )

I have not updated this thing in a good long minute.

I have quite a bit to tell... I will get around to it some day soon.

As of right now my body, namely my arm, feels good because of dilaudids, and OC's...high as always.

I'm having problems lately.

I make you feel so bad? Then why the fuck did you stay with me so long ( Read more... )

Day 6:

She Cries. She bleeds.

Being guilt tripped into shit isn't my idea of a good time.

Laura, sorry I couldn't be with you on your birthday, but what you've said this morning makes me not want to see you.

Nicotine. Caffiene. Sugar. whatever the fuck comes in those SoBe bottles ( Read more... )

I immediatly notice how much I don't want to remain here ( Read more... )

I love knowing I'm not good enough.

I love how you make me feel like this.

You've got a death wish ( Read more... )