OMG! my dad just gave me a laptop! how cool is that? it isnt brand new or anything but it works just fine. I am so so so excited... I traded beds with him and trina last night because mine was a queen and they had a full and it is like really high up! I should be organizing my room but I keep getting destracted. IO should hurry up and fix my room ( Read more... )

YES! tomorrow off from school... how great is that? I really hope wayne is off because then I can go to my moms and get some of my stuff that I am in dire need for, then we can go to walmart and get my hair cut and then eat and see a movie... that sounds pretty darn good ( Read more... )

ugh... I feel...bleh. like I am going to spew. I am all alone because robin had to work, daddy his gf and the kids are in like new jersey or something... I dunno. but yyeah. I went to emerald isle to see She's The Man with julie I had lots of fun...yay lol and I bought some new lotion in walmart...oh and I saw my mom...the first time since I moved ( Read more... )

I find myself suddenly caring about things that I shouldn't that I never have before...and old jealousys acting up again... I feel so alien in my own skin right now ( Read more... )

I am tired...and I think I have a fever which is not good... he was suppose to be here like 20 minutes ago but i havent even heard from him...hell show up at like 8 or something ( Read more... )

....frustration...saddness...I feel like a horrible person but i can't tell anyone why... too complicated ( Read more... )

*sigh* home from school, finally...you know I didn't see claire at all today... that was a very random thought....I think my ferret is having a nervous breakdown... I feel bad for her, I mean all she has ever known is my house and here she is...in a random place that she doesn't like I can tell, and she just wants to go home but she can't....wow ( Read more... )

I wish you would stop being such an ass, such a prick, such a bastard, ugh I could go on and on with horrid names that I could call you right now. I wish you wouldn't hang up on my ALL the damn time and that you were there when I need you to be, I wish you wouldn't lie to me ALL the time, everything that has ever come out of your mouth...a lie, its ( Read more... )

today has been...rough. I am tired, I have cried a lot, and well I moved out...that was the toughest thing ever my mom has like disowned me for the most part...I feel like shit and I just wish "he" was here... I can really talk to him and it calms me down most of the time but he isn't even down this weekend. :( oh goodness I am so distraught right ( Read more... )

ugh! today has been so awful... i feel like shit and i am so tired..... rfszgfbghnjmhjcnydfgWEqeyrcfnyjvujhnyujik,l,k,bjvnc hfgcx...aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh frustration!!!!!

maybe tomorrow will br better...but i doubt it