I hate summer ( Read more... )

What I can say is they must change if they are to get better ( Read more... )

So I have a new eljay cause this one is no fun.

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For the record, not ALL of my friends are being silly, just the majority. There are some, especially most of them that happen to be male, that are still just as great as ever. I had to throw that out there as I didn't want anyone except for those I intended, who tend to be girls who know who they are, to be hurt. Also, I admit to being selfish ( Read more... )

Look at me. I am a fucking wreck. What is it about me that makes me have such an affinity to these people? I don't know, but it is a fact. And I can't cope very well. I can't be the reason that people are crying and trying to be done with it all and suffering so much anymore. I won't be. I don't know how to stop it but there has to be a way ( Read more... )

I should be so happy right now but I'm responsible for a broken heart and somehow guilt out weighs joy. Who knew? Even when good things happen lately I can't be happy about them. I don't know what happened to the Kayla from middle school who was always in a good mood but I would strongly appreciate anyone who would like to help me avenge her ( Read more... )

Well I don't know what to say. I have deceided that school sucks and is thus optional. It's really more the people than the work that makes me not want to go but shh. I think I really will just run away to Phoenix with Chad. Maybe I could find TRUE friends there. Or maybe I just need to go to school more and ignore stupid people (read: ( Read more... )

This weekend was weird. Got locked out of the house and really sunburned. There was the whole random thunderstorm/tornado scare thing where Lauren and I deceided to go shopping. And the almost trip to Santa Fe. I didn't do bunches of things because I didn't feel very good for a lot of the weekend. Slept a lot. Got into fights. Worked for two ( Read more... )

my hair is in my eyes ( Read more... )

Ha. A school day I enjoyed. Who knew that was even possible ( Read more... )