heya since my last post i'vebeen using another journal but now i've forgotton the password for it lol i have a loverly new boyfriend named chris hes garys friend we've been togeather about 2 weeks now n were really happy :) hes loverly n he makesme giggle..he dosn't mind thast im a spazz at times *giggles ( Read more... )

For Fuck Sake I Came On l.j 2 Keep Feeling Private & now People have got hold of my User name & Started to Read my Fucking Stuff good im so pissed off its only ment to be here for my feelings n to show people who i hardly see what i've done & how im feeling :@ wheni find who it was tht sent him a link im gonna stab them in the eye with a really hot ( Read more... )

well its a bit silly to fall in love with your brother but i have not my real brother my pretend brother gary we call each other brother & sister because we are so close 2 each other well its not love love its more like unconditioal love he really dose feel like a soul mate r something i can tell him anything i want to i was ment to be getting with ( Read more... )

yes that right garry is now my big brother after saterday whee we spent the day togeather he's stoped been a twat n has becum really close 2 me again woop but not i have a dilema ( Read more... )

well this is gonna be a fun entry..not i've just found out my best school friend has Hiv he kept it from me for awhile but then today he burst into tears in english n told me everything n eversince i've been close 2 tears. we also had a phone call this morning..i was in the shower at the time saying my grandads been taken ill n hes in hospital ( Read more... )

i had a ddream last night that me n gaz got back togeather but he kissed abi i forgave him tho but he was like no im not gonna let u n he broke it off again i was so upset n i woke up really upset oh dear im off 2 a gig tonight with Robyn should be fun im dressed as a black & green fairy:) i need 2 take my mind off things n also rais £35 for nnext ( Read more... )

well school been ok sorta seen loads of old friends got my hed down n done some work emmas acting like an it crew tart tho its funny as because all of her other m8s are mockinger her behind her back tehehe ( Read more... )

urghh my speelings getting worse i've just been looking at my past entrys n its been shite well neways this past week i've done fuck all till like thursday sept see alex with wasshitty as all he wanted was sex from me well thats what it seams ( Read more... )

well on friday i stayed in & did fuck all just sorta slobbed about at my p.c n had convos with peole on msn for ages n re did my myspace html ( Read more... )

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