I do like Christmas, but holidays do tend to feel lonely. But hey, I have ton of really good cigars, some whiskey and thanks to netflix on my new ps3 a lot of arrested development to catch up on so fuck it.

I am totally ignoring the shit out of you, bitch!

I have this bad habit of being unable to get rid of people who entertain/amuse me. This may not sound bad, except in the instance I'm about to mention. I was talking to some girl again who I had previously been interested it. Naturally it went nowhere, as per usual. Initially, I sort of let it kind of fade off into nothing. I feel this is for the ( Read more... )

Instead I will be worse then that and just laugh like a villain.

Bwahahahahah fuck you humans!!!!!!!!

That was a pretty stellar night. I probably shouldn't be blowing that much money though haha. This month has dented my fucking wallet something TOUGH. I need to stop acting like I'm a rock star and maybe go the cheap way out once and a while ( Read more... )

Two really good things happening in 1 day? This is unprecedented!

But really. Things are fucking stellar right now.

Is always a very low priority.

I am still on the edge.

It seems like I am so close to either getting awesome things that can potentially change my life in excellent ways; Ooooooooor I can lose on them and be fucking miserable and more then a little lost.

Everything has been amazingly bad, and I am on the verge of exploding. Tomorrow and Monday will both either make things slightly better, or even more sickeningly worse.

I could use a stiff drink, a back rub, and some laughs. Instead I have tap water, video games, and frustration. Close enough, I guess!

I am trying to keep from going out of my skin crazy.

So far, I'm doing fairly well. Tomorrow will either tip the sales one way or the other.

I think I would like to stay in my skin..