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ajhhh college night
been hard lately,
tonite i have college night at school, going, gonna be late cause my mom isnt home yet and we were supposed to leave fifteen minutes ago and stop to buy my art supplies.
Im ready to get there late get stared down by all the other parents and my peers and get stressed out about the future and college and grades woop woop:/
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WORST DAY EVER I CANT STOP CRYING I HATE CHEM
I had such a dreadfully awful day today i cant even begin to explain ( Read more... ) -
Angry and cussing sis out
K so I might have snapped at my sis today.. It was early in the morning and I completely cussed her out and we haven't actually
Spoken all day.
I wanna say I feel bad. I kind of do but I know I shouldn't. I shouldn't feel bad. I had the right to get mad,
It was stupid stuff but it was what they represented to me that hurt.
Yesterday with the shirt ( Read more... ) -
I'm not stupid, don't call me that just because you think you are
I just think it was time for me to try and be happy. You know, I've been sad for so long.. Completely miserable really. And this year I've been trying to make it better.
I'm trying to make a vegie smoothie every day before school, Which has been for the past like 4 days now since it started.
And to try and not care about where I sit, which I still do ( Read more... ) -
school ew. And i have to come into school for ap art
Tlday is the 20th ( Read more... ) -
Shaks bday
I honestly just dont know what i want anymore. Im so fucking alone and i feel alone and i look around and i am and its too damn hard ( Read more... ) -
flames
Sometimes i feel like Im just gonna burst into flames ( Read more... ) -
Stavs house
im kind of drowsy today.
And tired. And im going to a friends house today (stav) and she wants us to go swimming. ANd i just cant be seen today. I cant go into the pool in a bikini and i dont wanna go i just wanna sit around for a long while and be sad. Cause ive tried to be happy, but i just cant. So now i just wanna be sad. Will people just let ( Read more... ) -
eh
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July 17 2014 (ceces pancake house with jess em:/ and rose:/
In every friendship everything goes wrong and i get trampled. WE stop talking and i get trampled. We get in a silent fight and i get trampled. We are against someone else together, and i still get trampled. And im tired, of getting trampled. Every friendship with me gets ( Read more... ) -
Pancake house
.. So this isn't gonna be all poetic and pretty, hopefully, Idk how I get.
But so Jess has never been to this really good pancake house so I told her we'd go tommorow and to invite a bunch of people who are also in summer school.
And so everyone couldn't go, except for rose and this other girl me that bothers the hell out of me.
I mean, I'm civil ( Read more... )