I will never

I will never lie
I will never cheat
I will never drink
I will never kiss random strangers
I will never smoke
I will never cut
I will never

I did

I will never die like that

I don't wanna cry anymore ( Read more... )

It's just that I've found myself not sad but not happy. And it's like I'm in this state of pain and uncertainty and what's up is down and what's down is up. Like someone has come and turned me inside out, or I tried on my skin and my emotions and my personality on inside out backwards. It's like I don't know if I'm happy. But I know that I'm sad. ( Read more... )

That's okay. That's okay. Maybe I was supposed to be alone this day. I tried I tried, I really truly did. I walked these halls a million times. To go into this bathroom stall I refused but still I find myself here trying not to sob. Trying to look through my list of friends on my phone. It's so sad. And most of them I don't think like me anymore, ( Read more... )

,Cancer bleeds into people's lives more abundant than the heaviest stream. And shocked I was, how is this happening to me, how Is this happening to Saba... Such an amazing man, such a great person, such a special person to me in my life. My grandpa is a strong man. His last name means wolf. His will means pride. But scared of doctors and confused, ( Read more... )

Because I don't need a reason to be happy. And I don't need to be comfterabld either,. Life is about not knowing, about surprises, about having to adapt to new situations without even knowing about them. And I don't have to like it, or be okay with it, I just have to learn how to be happy during it. And it scared me to be in a room with those 3 ( Read more... )

Nnn ( Read more... )

65% on history.. Stupid mistake.. Got marked down 20points cause I wrote a paragraph in the wrong spot. Teacher won't listen or read it ... I'm so disappointed in myself ( Read more... )

Havent posted In a while, hi hey hi ( Read more... )

SO my sis's delegation program started and she has a buddy here from israel and she texted me alot and we talk! it makes me so happy cause it feels like we got close and im Just such an awful sister and it made me feel so good that she told me what was wrong and even called me out of no where when she broke her phone and then was like, k i just ( Read more... )