i have decided as i always do, to just give up. i suppose "give up" is the wrong thing to say, more like relax about my life. I NEVER WILL KNOW WHAT I NEED. i know what i want and i push and push to get it, then i get it and i dont want it. this cycle takes place over and over again. over and over again. over and over again. i dont know what i need
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