-
(Untitled)
i am getting big.
i cant wait to go on a diet the day after i give birth. hah
my cousin amy just had her baby at 28 weeks. the poor little girl is only 1 pound :( i hope she makes it. -
(Untitled)
i played with a 4 month old for 2 hours today. she was so precious :) i cant wait ( Read more... ) -
update?
hmm not much has happened. i'm redoing my room! right now i'm in the process of cleaning it out. and it is totally A MESS. but when it's done it will be awesome :) we still have to figure out if the baby is going to take our extra empty room or share a room with me. but either way i will be happy. i got a prom dress, its really pretty! i'm still ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
i just bought such a pretty prom dress on the hopes that i will have a date.
ah! now i have to go alone even if i don't get a date.
fuck man. -
(Untitled)
just got back from florida
it was so nice to get away from everything
but now i'm home and back to reality
blah -
(Untitled)
why the FUCK would you call me today and ask me to come over and watch a movie ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
im not having a very easy time with this. its been 4 days since i talked to him and i feel completely abandoned. it makes me really mad how he hasnt called to even apologize. i guess thats how i know he definitely doesnt care. i mean, obviously we are not going to be together but i think the right thing to do would be for him to still be here for ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
we aren't on good terms anymore. i'm so attatched to the fact that im having a baby and he can't even accept that he is having a kid. it makes me sick to think people can really kill their own kids. thats what i'd feel like i was doing if i got an abortion, and i'd never forgive myself. i get extremely defensive when people tell me to get an ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
we are getting along a little more. we're on good terms. i guess thats good cause i mean, we're havin a baby and all. my dad just bought me a new car (since i totaled my old one :((( ) its a saturn, 2002. it has power windows which i didnt have before. so i'm excited. haha. its 4 door for the baby :). i feel really bad though. my dad is having a ( Read more... )
