Just thought I would update if any of my friends are still active?

Look at my amazing daughter!

shes a couple months younger here...

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everythings a mess. i hate myself for bringing my daughter into such a fucked up family.

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my babygirl is here!
alana grace deal
born 12 a.m on oct 3rd
9 lbs 7 oz
<3

after 16 long hours of labor and then having to get a c section, she came!
i would do it all over again for her though.

obviously before all the pain..

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5 days til my due date!
I better go into labor sooner than that though. I'm goin nuts.

i'm gonna be a mother any day now.
and even with her kicking me every 5 seconds, and with her room done, and with all her clothes washed & folded, it still doesn't seem real.
my life's about to change dramatically and i don't even think i really know it yet.
i can't wait to meet my little girl.

so far my summer has been sort of uneventful. but i like it like that.  i get to sleep, & chill, & sit out in the sun when i want. to me, it doesn't get any better than that ( Read more... )

Everything's been pretty boring. I just can't wait to graduate. Senior nights tomorrow, where we'll get our LAST year book :( how sad. But not really, i'm over high school! haha. Still haven't heard from Tony. It's been like, 2 weeks almost. It just makes me mad how he can say some of the things he did and not even attempt to apologize. Its not ( Read more... )

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I hardly ever update this thing anymore ( Read more... )