Die-Ary I dont know why but lately I've been feeling like I've been being followed around I just cant put my finger on it this feeling feels so familiar but yet I dont know its so different I hope my past has not come back to haunt me nor the future tales for my own fate I'm so messed up right now doubting reasoning and faith in my self and ( Read more... )

Die-Ary I got kindom hearts 2 its then fucking shit I love it cant stop playing it dont know why I'm not playing it lol and oh yeah I got the wonder showzen dvd too ITS THE SHIT!!!! I love it I also got some kickass grinders actaully come to think of wtf am I doing online I'm gonna go smoke and play it ^^ wooohoo bye Die-Ary

Die-Ary I'm really sick and tired of things I look back in my past entries at all the pain and weekness I was going thru and displaying and relize it was for nothing everyday I try my damndest to act as though I love this woman I am with but I cant act like I love her if I dont its true damn my self for thinking I would be able to feel the same ( Read more... )

boko the chocbo: boo guess who ( Read more... )

Alright damnit Die-Ary I need to get my foot on the damn ground I need to start moving forward monday I will finish it then tuesday get my taxes done and then wensday I will play DDR on heavy mode lol o.k. but seriously I cant sit around anymore I need to fufill my dreams I do want to do movie acting and directing them and damnit if I'm not fast ( Read more... )

This really explain my feelings for you nowadays kaitlin I hope you still read my feelings ( Read more... )

Die-Ary cold alone and just wishing I could talk to you I wonder if you love me anymore no even care anymore ... or should I even care anymore as it for nothing... it was wasnt it damn you loki... why do I feel so empty why cant I make myself whole once more why THE FUCK CANT I FEEL HAPPY!!!... damnit I need a cigarete and a fucking joint anyway ( Read more... )

Die-ARY I have recently gotten myself a new 94 saturn sc1 stick shift mmm tasty lol and I've totally decked it out with nightmare before christmas shit : Dice,Seatcovers,Floors mats,air freshner, stearing wheel cover, cd case, visor case, and lets not forget last but not least the garbage holding bag yes thats right they made a nightmare before ( Read more... )

Die_ary oh how I miss you and oh how the winters air reminds me of two years ago now when I hated the snow and my heart felt so cold but you made it warmer and you made it mended but then you were and now it has ended but still my hearts yours and I wish yours was mine but now I do not hate snow and my love still grows and though we far I still ( Read more... )

Come with me ( Read more... )