I'm sorry to say that I will not be giving my username away.
Merry X-mas

Too much goin on ,, not only does my cup runeth over,, but my heart is breaking. 6 yrs ago today my dad passed away ,, I still miss him so much. I can't take care of myself half the time, let alone take care of everything else goin on right now. What is going on you ask,, well too much to get into right now. Will try to update soon.

Haven't been around much, have kind of been lost lately. Half the time im not sure if i am coming or going, up or down , left or right.

I have a hard time with my words , i don't write anymore, not interested in anything, I don't write, don't draw, paint, sing,  Sad i know. My head is full all the time now. No release. No time , too much time, ( Read more... )

I just downloaded Semagic lj client ,, checkin it out ( Read more... )

I'm sport'n a very large horseshoe. How would you feel right now if you had to go to my funeral? Not to sound sadistic ,, no that is not how i meant that. Tonight I was almost killed. If I hadn't of been paying attention, I would have smashed into another car or should i say , he would have smashed into me ( Read more... )

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This morning at about 7:30am, my father passed away.

He has had no quality of life for at least four years now. Strokes and Seizures slowly took his life. It is the best for him. I go in about an hour to finalize arrangements for him. I really don't know where to start.

Thank you Goddess for helping him to find a better place.

I haven't felt this rotten in a very long time, I am soo sick. :( Sore throat, hacking cough, runny nose and eyes. Now it is moving into my chest. I let myself get run down ( Read more... )

Just got home from the best week I have had in along time ( Read more... )

I just found out that one of my old friends , is dead ( Read more... )