Even in my sparkly dress, with sparkly shoes and a sparkly head bow, I feel exceedingly mediocre today. It's been a very VERY long time since I let my low self esteem get the best of me. I swear, after my car is done being paid off, I am getting my nose fixed. I need to start getting my eyebrows waxed again, and I really need to get real about my ( Read more... )

I haven't been sleeping at night and today I said enough is enough. So I took a phentermine at like 4am so I could just stay up all day long and hopefully go to sleep at a normal time. I figured I'd clean the apartment while I'm awake and Chris is at work/school all day. I got up and did a tiiny bit of it but realized I have no organizers and no ( Read more... )

Saw Deathly Hallows twice in 24 hours. Life can resume its usual abysmal crappiness.

I can't get enough of this picture of my cat looking fucking miserable so now it's my icon. I miss my chubby bunny!!!

Chris leaves for school in two weeks, then I get the joy of going back to living with my parents after nearly SIX YEARS of living on my own. Hoping it is temporary. I hope the next 3 years go by soso fast and everything works out for us. I'm in such a nerve wracking state right now. Not knowing if I'm going to have a job in a month is really ( Read more... )

By the end of this year, I will no longer be living in New Jersey. IT'S ABOUT TIME.

I like how there are 3 posts in a row on my friends page of people saying how amazing Deathly Hallows was. I went right after seeing Reel Big Fish and the Aquabats and it was really the perfect ending to an already awesome night. Me and Jessie were dressed up as Slytherins and sadly no one else was dressed aside from a tie or a scarf here and there ( Read more... )

5 years from now I'll be married to a rich doctor lawyer and all my friends will probably hate my ass.

GOING TO SEE THE JONAS BROTHERS TONIIIIGHT. God you'd think I was a 13 year old girl. Don't feel like seeing Camp Rock BS though.

So I caved and bought a ticket to see the Jonas Brothers at PNC on the 17th. I was able to get a "decent" seat, orchestra row Y. I'm mad because I had row S but kept trying to find a better seat and never found row S again. I haven't been to PNC in years, I kind of don't like it there but oh well. I hope it isn't blistering hot :(