You got a fast car ( Read more... )

guh. my sister just called me in tears, looking for our father. it's weird, there's a whole bunch of her life i know nothing about, and am not involved in - her mother, all the drama between her and my father (and our sister)...all that's just secondhand. her mother would kill jalyne if she knew jalyne even sees us...there's all this tension there ( Read more... )

it's finally hitting that Tara is actually leaving. i can't believe it. she made a beautiful goodbye post in her journal, ohmypersephone, and what she wrote to me completely floored me ( Read more... )

Fuck you Virginia

Oh yeah, i forgot. Fuck you too, Michigan.

what she said.

there is nothing left to even say. this country is becoming practially fascist, and i want to cry every time i think about it.

huh, i am SO BORED. so, i'll adopt a meme gacked from, like, the world. ask me three questions. any three. we'll see what happens.

ok, so. left school early today after spending 3 hours (whoah, that long?) in the nurse's office because of a bad headache, along with more black spots and double vision this time. and, surprise surprise, dizziness. i think i almost passed out on maia twice today. (sorry ( Read more... )

this is my 9th or 10th day with a headache, straight. it's nothing i'm not used to, but this is even more than usual. usually it's only about 4 times a week.

it occurs to me that i should worry. but the treefulls of flowers are so beautiful against the black spots.

I'll come back again
Because all our dreams come true
All our dreams come true
One, two, three, four
Today's grey skies
And tomorrow
And tomorrow
Is tears.
______________________________

the fitful alternations of the rain ( Read more... )

there is no love in my house. i have to get out.

JAVERT:
I am reaching, but I fall
And the stars are black and cold
As I stare into the void
Of a world that cannot hold
I'll escape now from the world
From the world of Jean Valjean.
There is nowhere I can turn
There is no way to go on....
(He throws himself into the river)things can never be just right. right when you think you're there, you've ( Read more... )