I exist. Funny how easy that is to forget ( Read more... )

It’s fucking cold. Hasn’t stopped raining for hours. Took down the box of winter clothes tonight - realized how nearly all of it is black and grey. I wish I could trade in all my denim for charcoal-colored corduroy ( Read more... )

I disappeared for about a month now. And I’m about to do it yet again ( Read more... )

Yesterday I wore makeup for the first time in a week. I don't know why I bothered, but I felt like a primping clown. So today it's back to bare-faced, and tomorrow, and the day after that. The hippie in me is happy.. her braless breasts raised up in pride ( Read more... )

Second week of classes, and I’m still adding and dropping them and barely making it to them. I get worse and worse at this whole student thing. I really need this year to be my last year for that reason - and with that I must admit that I’m terrified of graduating and more than willing to stay a student for another four years for the sake of ( Read more... )

Much more productive day this time around. I called the ITS people today about the university connection not working on my laptop. Took her in and got a call back a couple hours later that my baby was ready to go. I’m still not convinced - hence being at the library until closing hours again. I’ll give her a whirl when I get home ( Read more... )

I’m closed like a compact ( Read more... )

Our library closes at 11:30pm. We’re at a friggin’ university, people. I have learned by now, though, to never expect any catering to the night-oriented. Thank goodness for Cowden and its 24-hr computer lab. I had to knock to get someone to let me in ( Read more... )

Back in Flag - with a new apartment, a license, and a car that should’ve never been turned over to me. A black Pontiac Sunfire convertible. People probably look over expecting some rich bitch bouncing to 50 Cent… and all they find is a nervous nancy with the windows up so that Elliott Smith’s whispers aren’t drowned out. My insurance is only $18 a ( Read more... )