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i've been getting this little bursts of inspiration lately ( Read more... )

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maybe we have trials so god can keep us in check.
if we didn't, maybe we wouldn't have a reason to seek him because things would always be great.
maybe the people who believe & have it better, do so because they're faithful enough to stay close to god, even when they don't need him. i just must not be one of those people.

& that means at least a month of slight depression, especially when it starts to get darker earlier. i say this every year, but i need to find a way to fix this. it's a weird feeling because it's like i almost feel a lack of love also, & i cling to anyone i care about ( Read more... )

i need to meet more kids like me, & by that i mean offbeat christians. i've lost all my friends for a reason & i need to find new ones in people that have the qualities i want for myself.
for this to turn out how i want it to, it's going to take a lot of time, but i've got it.

suddenly, i feel like i'm on the hunt.
actually, i think a lot of other people are too..

sitting in my livingroom, tv on, maybe painting, maybe playing rollercoaster tycoon, burton's nearby..
this is when everything just seems alright. it's always in the summer when i can just chill & be at peace.
i wish i could always have these moments.

i hate mind crushes.
they're so conflicting!