amidst my boring life ...

i came home and had a drink after a long day at the library .. and had some photobooth fun


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when i was 4 years old, i met K and S. we carpooled to kindergarten together. we went thru elementary school together, played at recess together, passed notes to each other, and played manhunt in the woods by our houses. we formed a triangle and met in the middle to ride our bikes around the neighborhood or to go play kickball with the other ( Read more... )

life takes this way and that. it leads you through a corn field in the dark and drops you there so you can awake in bewilderment. it pours that extra shot of tequila down your throat and wakes you in the morning with a splitting headache. it brings you to places you never thought you would end up. and it drags you back to where you thought you'd ( Read more... )

where i am now -- i am still in brooklyn, currently looking to move to another apartment, in brooklyn, again. i am also attending brooklyn law school now. my focus is now entirely on ME. my career. my education. things I need ( Read more... )

maybe .. life has been busy. lots has happened. i am in a new phase of my life and still trying to make changes. ive realized many things .. and trying to make things work in a way ( Read more... )

what is it that worries so much about other people's opinions of us, or their judgment? why is it that we worry so much about how other people may or may not view our actions as an indication of our poor character or not? i try to not be judgmental and be openminded but that has often times fcked me over ( Read more... )

its been awhile since my last post. ive been wandering. ive found it difficult to write lately. i find it hard to finding the words to articulate exactly what i want to convey. fck it. even now i dont have the words.

i inherited my mother's tendency to worry in life. i toss and turn in bed because all the worries of life start running through my head. i worry about everything under the goddamn sun. and i cant sleep. even when im tired. i cant sleep. i can sleep when im so intoxicated all i can think about is sleep. ive lost motivation and drive and direction. ( Read more... )

i must've done something wrong in my past or past life... because i always seem to get hit with something ridiculous. or maybe i am just one of those people who is destined to be constantly jumping hurdles my entire life ( Read more... )

am·biv·a·lence noun 1. uncertainty or fluctuation, esp. when caused by inability to make a choice or by a simultaneous desire to say or do two opposite or conflicting things. 2. Psychology. the coexistence within an individual of positive and negative feelings toward the same person, object, or action, simultaneously drawing him or her in ( Read more... )