I was bored at work, with a good one hour and forty-two minutes to go until close, so I re-read this thing from top to bottom. It focused ideas that have been rattling around in my head for awhile now. I tend to avoid this place these days, as what was once my only real venting mechanism now really just serves a painful reminders and broken ( Read more... )

Y'know, a lot of the problems I've had lately felt new. Felt like they were something I'd never encountered before, or at least not to their magnitude. Looking back over this thing....it's EXACTLY the same problems, and apparently of the same level. I blame my memory. Only about two years out of high school and it all seems blurry. Most of it's ( Read more... )

So tired.
So angry.

Fuck money. Fuck this place. Fuck this world.
Fuck it all.

who the fuck still uses ultimatums?

God damnit. shit. fuck. FUCK.

Well, cigarettes are down too then, I guess. I officially have next to nothing which makes me smile anymore. Life seems perfectly content stripping it from me. I can be happy, sure. But there's a difference between happiness and enjoyment. Just. FUCK.

FUCK

I can't keep living this like. It's fucking depressing.

I am so tired of going home alone.

I lose.

This one hurts. Bad.

What else is new though, right?

Fuck that worthless bastard. At school is enough, but I swear to god he rears his pop-punk piece of shit face anywhere near my diner and I fucking swear to god I'm going to grind it into the fucking cement.

You motherfuckers think I'm joking.

Fuck that tool.

I fucking hate this place.
I hate those people.
Fuck this.
Fuck them.

What the FUCK did I ever do to God? What, it's just funny to kick the same fucking kid when he's down ( Read more... )

MobeusCrest: ....or maybe that was the bad guys from chronicles of riddick. I dont remember. point is, murder is a strong building block of relationships.
Id Leonhart: o.0
Id Leonhart: Or your crazy.
MobeusCrest: nah
MobeusCrest: Im perfectly sane

in other news, Rayne hates Mac Users, further closing the gap between our personalities.