This LJ has been officially abandoned by it's user. sorry, Charlie ( Read more... )

I am officially retiring this portion of my life. The grieving over lost friends and lost lovers has ended with the realization of exactly what the word "happy" means. It means being satisfied...wait...no explanation...no more justification ( Read more... )

because he listens to country music. because he makes me laugh until there are tears in my eyes. because he owns a gold zippo exactly like the one that was my mothers that I have, only mine is silver. because he brought me chocolate ice cream for breakfast. because of his stitch voice. because he never gets angry over things that don't matter. ( Read more... )

Life treats us kindly to our faces and stabs us in the back ( Read more... )

The days run into eachother until I finally get the chance to crash. There are new hopes (like my paycheck) and dissapointments (like the mouse in my kitchen who manages to make me scream every time) everyday. I am just learning that this is what life is all about. Some things blindside me, and I just learn to derive happiness from the little ( Read more... )

Traveling alone is the lonliest experience I have encountered. No one gives a damn about who you are or where you're going or why. They just see a pressed uniform and a fresh cup of coffee. And when you have an entire queen sized bed in a hotel to warm all by yourself and flight schedules and travel times and home on your mind, even if you have to ( Read more... )

I'm so glad we've been friends. I'm so glad we got to be lovers. I'm so glad you didn't give me false hope in the end. I'm so glad you got the chance to grow up. I'm so glad I have learned what heartache is all about. I'm so glad I got taught. I'm so glad I can forgive you. I'm so glad I can move on. I'm so glad I have time. I'm so glad I've ( Read more... )

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yesterday, I wore out my Journey CD ( Read more... )

( rollin' with my homies )