why does everything have to be so inconveinent and ridiculous? i am sick of everything that has happened recently. everything is either completely planned out for me or it's up in the air in a big fucking mess. whatever happened to having options and decisions to make for myself. it is all out of my reach. and it's not even that it just seems like ( Read more... )

I started my classes at UNF and I"m pretty excited about the whole thing. I only have to go on Tuesdays and Thursdays so it's not too much of an inconveinence. Although, this caused me to miss warped tour...so we are going to the Orlando one since we got on the guest list. I'm applying for a few jobs at the town center, hopefully that will work out ( Read more... )

job interview...haha i can't believe court and i are doing this. also, insurance tommorrow!

shit last night was just ridiculous. very random. and i hate getting upset over idiots that don't even know what is going on.

alright so road trip to miami maybe a few weeks after graduation and to california a couple weeks after summer term. its set so come. we will figure things out on the way hah just plan on it. this weekend is gradnite and everyone seems to be scheming. only a few more days of school and then a couple AP's and then i'm free. it's a little sad but i ( Read more... )

last night we covered jacksonville. it was really fun... kind of an unexpected road trip and i must say that the funniest part was the ramona/lane denny's at 4 in the morning during metro night, also hooking up with 10 year old boys. not really but yes. oh and singing drunken red hot chili peppers with slamming fists by candlelight. susan passed ( Read more... )

so it seems as though everything is happening now. my life has been condensed into the next few weeks. i know that afterwards it will have seemed to fly by, but at the moment i have to deal with it all. i am not overwhelmed, more so in a frantic rush. i always take care of everything myself, so when my parents have anything to say or try to ( Read more... )

holy shit this sucks so bad

hahah so my parents wanted to quarrantine me in my room. how nice. one more class to go to and spring break is on. i wish it could have had a more dramatic start with going to the keys, but i think i need a few days of rest...all of my days have consisted of way too many to-do lists.

i feel trapped now. especially at my fucking house. i wish i was independent and could just be like fuck you i'm leaving. hah that would be perfect. i'm working on it at least.