wow, so soon?

i'm excited.

potentially four days.

hot damn.

the inside of your throat is ragged ( Read more... )

i'm jumping in the deep end...
and i'm about to see just how much oxygen my lungs can hold until i'm forced to come up for air.
the world will look different and unsure down there.
i will not know which way is up and which way is down.

i will have to trust my instincts.
this is sink or swim.

i will find my strength here.

jessica

and i didn't really know what words i should let escape my mouth ( Read more... )

it's about that time again. it's 221 in the morning and it sets in ( Read more... )

busy weekend for goodbyes.

good luck, carlie. i know you'll be happier when you're home.
good luck, conor. tear that city apart for three months.

good luck to me.
thanks james. i know you're still here.
i know all my other friends will still be here.

maybe i'm just in a sulky, pouty mood.

i'll miss you two like fucking crazy.

love,
jessi

if only i was the most beautiful thing you had ever seen ( Read more... )

i want to write my heart on a piece of paper and send it to my friends.
the ones that are real.
the ones that are there.
the ones that stay put even when they go away.
the ones that love.
and are loved.

but isn't that kind of what i'm doing by living my life?

everybody grows.
every relationship grows.

oh.

boys = drama

sometimes.

i'm 'standing on the edge of summer'.
i always am.
because that's when i live my life.
the months from april through september.
the rest is just as bland as the weather.
sometimes darker than the rest.

love,
jessi