lj update ( Read more... )

lj always draws me back in when i reach a breaking point- i can rant then look at my past rants and laugh at myself/notice how much I've grown inbetween. The process of writing this prelude to my rant has already made me feel so much better. Old habits die hard i suppose ( Read more... )

why do people always suck so fucking much ________?

While I was napping today I had the craziest dream ( Read more... )

man oh man. glad cabin fever '11 is over with. it was rough for a while. i've been so happy lately, i fucked up numerous times since january. broke hearts, broke my own, learned how be be a person. learned about the world, but didn't learn from school. met some more fucking awesome people. i need to figure out what to do over the summer, i don't ( Read more... )

im so excited for this year. it's so promising and i know what i want to do, and i have so so so many great friends.
bigger update once i get back to skool.
uhhhh yes. pure happiness for once

i cant wait for the us to just fail and we have to start over and none of this will matter for years. baaahhahah

http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/sociopolitica/sociopol_globalization18.htm

I hate school with more passion than ever right now, i need to change what classes I'm taking and listen more to peer reviews of profs because that is mostly the problem with them. These next few weeks are going to be fucking hell. I thought i would like certain subjects, but pretty sure i know the history i should study for now on. Gotta get up ( Read more... )

i love that my class was canceled, though just wish i knew before i got there. my phone didnt even send me an email! and i woke up around the time it was sent... guess it was a sign i didnt look into. oh well it at least has gotten me to the library to work on my paper. today turned out so much better. switched events with nat so i didn't have to ( Read more... )