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Scrolling through facebook...familiar faces, and the amazing places they've been ( Read more... ) -
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Tears flood my face, as I remember that place... that cold, desolate, dark, graveyard in my head. My mind is polluted with memories; sad moments where I knew nothing other than the darkness that consumed me, and any light that was there, was not visible to my eye. I had lost all hope... there was nothing left to do other than allow it to swallow ( Read more... ) -
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I am struggling with so much lately, I don't even know where to begin ( Read more... ) -
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I am going to take a step back... reflect, and breathe.
I just keep saying to myself, this too shall pass.
I refuse to relapse. Anorexia is not welcome in my life anymore- i have come too far. I need to keep fighting, and I intend to. I just pray that my system starts working again so I can resume normal, healthy, eating habits.
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My heart hurts. Not physically, but emotionally ( Read more... ) -
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I am super frustrated ( Read more... ) -
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For whatever reason, I feel compelled to write, lately ( Read more... ) -
annoyed...
Sometimes I wonder if I am creating this fantasy world, where I think I am beating my anorexia, and yet, I am doing nothing other than simply trying to survive. Who says I am truly trying to move forward? Who says I am not just performing all of the necessary actions that are required of me, and nothing more? Because I have not a clue if I am or I ( Read more... ) -
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My heart is so heavy ( Read more... )