Just got finished playing Texas hold 'em for three hours with Pa and Jeff. Got invited to go to the city again but def... definitley wasn't going to go. I'm kind of over that deal that was going on. I'm getting annoyed at the stupidity level a big factor of these California boys obtain. Eli asked me "what are you doing later? i got a bottle of
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I hate this so much. It sucks. I miss him so unbelievably much. It's hit me big time the past few days. I'm out of denail and am now not afraid to say it. I miss him. Let's face it... no one will effect me the way he does. He is amazing. This is all BS and I'm sick of it. Ridiculous. I hate being away from the only thing that makes me
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It's been a while! For a while I would write Matt every night and tell him about my day so that was pretty much my journal. By the end of it, I'd be too tired to update. But... here I am now. Just waiting to go to Morgan's
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You're Kramer!...you are spontaneous, crazy, and wildly hilarious...you have a scheme for anything and everything...you have been to the nexus of the universe and back
Well I did it. The worst fear I have had for the past three years is gone and done. Matt is gone. He's on his way to start his new life in Texas. I haven't stopped crying in the past 2 days. I miss already. Why does all of this bad stuff keep happening to me? What did I do to deserve all of this pain? I've had to say too many goodbye's in
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I couldn't sleep at all last night. I have so much on my mind it is insane. I'm so stressed out with school. This next week is going to be filled with nothing but homework, work, tears, and nightmares
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