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L.A. in four days! I'm so excited! I'm mainly excited to get away from Santa Rosa and everything that comes with it. Don't get me wrong, I like it here but sometimes a girl just needs a break! Plus, I get to see a bunch of people when I get down there. I am also glad that I am going somewhere that I haven't been before. Honestly, I'm still ( Read more... )

Lorelei's funeral was lovely. It was difficult, but beautiful. I don't have a lot of energy to go into a lot of detail about it, seeing as though I had to say it multiple times already, but I do want to say one thing. The pastor said "Lorelei will be our rainbow on those rainy days," and as we were leaving the funeral and watching her casket ( Read more... )

Here's to starting over. Right now.

Not a big Hilary Duff fan... but I have to admit... this song makes a lot of sense and I feel as though I can relate. This song really describes my mood right now ( Read more... )

Tonight was so amazing. It was such a positive experience under the certain circumstances. I wanted to call everyone I knew to tell them about what wonderful thing just happened. I came home smiling and just completely happy. It was how she would have wanted things to be. For the record, when I die, I want everyone to bust out the cigars, ( Read more... )

What do you know? I'm awake really early... again. Haven't been able to sleep much... AGAIN. I woke up and I'm still really pissed off. The events that took place last night threw me off so bad. I was never expecting them to happen. I would love to talk to Erik right now. He brings so much positivity in my life now. He doesn't make me feel ( Read more... )

I am so sick of all of this bullshit. Everyone is just pissing me off beyond belief. I have no one I can call a friend anymore. You would think they would want to hang out and spend time together and talk but no. Too busy leading their own new lives. I am so cik of people not being who they were. Everyone is changing for the worst. I don't ( Read more... )

Yes... once again... I am home on a Friday night. Work really kicked my ass. I don't really feel to well which might be part of the reason I am not going out. I was really down for aroma's and walking around down town like Brittany and I did but no one else wanted to go. So I said screw it, went to longs, got a movie, came home, took a bath, ( Read more... )