I think I need to start getting up earlier. I can't stand waking up late and then realize that I have an hour before I have to be at work and still haven't even showered. If I have to be at work at 12 I should just get up at 8 just to get going and do things that I never do, like clean, or do my hair for once ( Read more... )

I spoke with my mom earlier about something and she preceeds to tell me that she's been talking to a friend of M's family that has known them all for 15 years or so and the things that this person is telling her don't add up to the things that M has said. The family's friend's name in E and my mom sees her every few days. I tried asking her a what ( Read more... )

There are a lot of things that I complain about, and I'll be the first to admit that. The one things that I've never complained about was the sex with M. He's amazing. He does everything I love and need ad always pleases me and always tell me what he wants too. It's great 100% of the time ( Read more... )

I hate getting into arguements with people I actually give a shit about... but there's not much I can do when they've been drinking ( Read more... )

dammit, we haven't slept together in what feels like a week... maybe it's only been a few days, but it's still been way to long. I'm so afraid now that he's staying with us that we will have too little alone time together.

i don't want to not sleep with him now that he's staying with me!

It's September already and I don't think I had a summer. Time went by so quickly. When Mikey came home we wanted to do all these things and seems like life just got in the way! There's not neccesarily something specific that got in the way or stopped us from going to a concert, or going to a Yankee's game... we just haven't done it yet. Now of ( Read more... )

I feel like I need to do more with my life. Well, not so much with my life specifically, but with my social life. It consists of Mike, work and my family. Which would be just fine if I was married with a kid or two and about 35. But at 21, and I rarely go out (and if i do it's with Mike and maybe one or two of his friends...) I just feel like my ( Read more... )

Mike called me today at work abut 10 min. before I was going to leave. He had my car today and called to let me know that his brother needed him and that he was going to drop my car off and then me meet back up with me at my house when he was done doing what he had to do. Josh just had to have his "backup" tonight because he got himself into yet ( Read more... )

I've been working a lot, really getting the hang of things. It's cool. I like working here. Everyone is really nice ( Read more... )

We're going to the beach tomorrow. Mike, my mom, my brother, and I are going to some beach in CT. I can even remember the last time I was at the shore... or any other kind of salt water! (Maybe it was Texas actually!! Oh my God! That was 2 years ago!) I'm not going to make the same mistake though- I will be covered in sunscrean and wearing ( Read more... )